Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Sleepless Nights

Worrying about the future of my family brings sleepless nights. I haven' stop shaking, butterflies stomach since Sunday. Who knows maybe it's for the best, but how do I feel so lousy. If it's for good should I feel good about the whole thing.

I don't feel hungry anymore, all I feel is the butterflies. Oh now I know what is good with all of this, I can loss weight with no problem. But I loss balance standing too. My whole body is feeling weak everyday. Oh well, can't have everything, right?